My Ben.

Today, my first born turns five. How can this be? He was just born and just barely made me a mom. From that first moment, only seconds ago, my heart burst as I looked at this perfect baby boy. How could those seconds really be years? How could the time fly this quickly and change my toothless, chubby thigh-ed, baldy into this big boy who is so capable, independent, bright and amazing?

Ben is such a blessing, such an example, and has been one of my very best friends. He is just more than I could have imagined or wished for. He's been my teacher, my helper, my entertainment and my comforter. And, he only seems to grow more and more incredible everyday.

I could never thank the Lord enough for my Ben; he made me a mom and introduced me to the toughest, and most precious, joyful job and experience I have ever known. I am so grateful.

I am so not perfect, and have so many things I need to improve in myself. I am not always the mom Ben, or my other boys, deserve, but am working on it, and pray every night to be the mom worthy of such remarkable children.

I love you Ben! Thank you for everything! Happy Birthday!